A loner in a grateful sober..~

There are times where we don't have to think much..
It's not don't have to, rather no need for it..
We're in total wrong if we think we know everything..
It's okay for knowledge..
But not others' hearts....

There are times where we don't have to ask why..
It's not don't have to, rather no need to know..
We're not lying to ourselves for sure..
It's okay for own truth..
But not to others' excuses....

There are times where we don't have to seek people's help..
It's not don't have to, rather let it be..
We're not always be with them in every single day, time and place..
It's okay for concern..
But not to discard our freedom to live....

There are times....
The closests will fade away..
Unexpectedly sold our hearts..
None about us being their concern anymore..
Ibu always said, "out of sight, out of mind"...
After all, the hearts make distance far far away....
from time to time...

There are times....
The farthest will come closer..
Unexpectedly win our hearts..
All about us being part of their life..
Dad always said, "believe in qada' and qadar"...
After all, these hearts attach to each other, closer and closer....
from time to time...

There are times we don't have to suppress our tears..
It's not don't have to, rather just express it out..
We're in total right if we believe we're the winner..
It's okay for the whole of our lives..
But not to others...

When we're the winner..
Surely they will envy us..
Equilibrium of being worldly-seekers,
as well as gaining outstanding success in having faith in Him...
Sabar is the key..
Then the tears will be more meaningful..

Let sakinah enter here and be with me always...

~ alhamdulillah ~

p/s: Thanks to Ahmad Fauzan and Emmi Natasha for the support and concern..May Allah bless us till the end of this journey..insyaAllah..-ameen-