Allergic with it..
It has a beginning..
But no ending..
Never know the victim,
Even time and space..
Unexpected but be ready..
hard to 'heal'..
Other new things (fitnah) come..
Everybody experiences lose..
Friends, Friendship, Trust, Dignity, 'water-face',
and even Love..
The consequences first attack you
No idea of how to encounter it..
Many say ignore..
If you don't do wrong, why bother?
Will they stop?
Will they seek the truth?
The answer is no..
or whatever natural disaster,
Failed to overcome it..
Continues as you move from a platform to another..
Continues as you speak, listen, act..
Continues as you reflect yourself..
Continues as you experience salt and sugar..
Continues as you wake up and sleep..
Continues.....over...over...and over again....
Tests you to be strong..
Only you can answer that..
Requires you to be close
Requires you to do greater sacrifices..
Requires you to endanger your physical and mental..
Because this is how you learn..
how to develop your hidden skills
in dealing with it..
how to create your own fantasy and strategy
to be shared with others..
How to stay with Him..
Closer..and closer..and closer...
until you're closed enough to Him..
Don't regret its presence..
Just wanted you to know
it will not die
and continue till the end of the world..
This is a test..
That I'm among the chosen ones..
To taste it..
So that I know
my tears today..
Just for my endless happiness tomorrow..
~ insyaAllah ~